Should I internalize it?
Or should I externalize it?
Should I say that I hurt
Or should I keep quiet about it?
If I tell you how I feel I’ll be imposing
If I kept it inside, I won’t be addressing it.

How do you tell yourself what you should feel?
How do you stop yourself from feeling what you feel?
Why does it have to be so hard?
Why can’t I simply love you?
Why can’t it be that simple?
Why does it always have to be me crying?