Lost

I’m hurtThis pain I feelMy heart wretchedMy mind distressedAll I want is to feel numb. You’re annoyedI don’t want to badger youI do want to know whyBut you wouldn’t sayAll you do is evade. Anything good we hadAlready thrown into disarrayLost while we were wrappedIn our own resentmentsDiscolored and thrown away. As I move on,I…

Laid Bare

I was hurting, I needed a friend I thought you wouldn’t judge me I thought you were my friend. My strengths and my weaknesses I showed to you Things that made me happy, And the ones that had broken me too. My past and my present, You knew it all My tears and my jouissance,…

The Love Story That Wasn’t – II

Part II – I Miss You There’s love at first sight We hear and read about it often. But with wonderment I had a crush on your beautiful voice At first listen And your beautiful smile And your soothing presence And your quiet encouragements Your gentleness I miss so much Is that even possible? Are…

Dead Inside

To not feel a thing To numb myself To not hurt again Those were my aims. A dead heart inside No turmoil in my mind The peace for which I’d strived In a vacuum it lies. No hurt, no pain No feeling uncertain No hope to be crushed No turbulence in my heart. No confusions,…

Can We Not Be Us?

I wish I had not told you how I felt about you I wish I had not acted on my impulse the way I always do Wish I’d just let it be and admired you from a distance I wish we’d stayed the friends we used to be If only I hadn’t said anything, Would…

I Cannot Make You Love Me

I can pen for you A thousand poems Put together words That speak of what I hold in my heart. I could sing for you a million songs Put out of tune melodies to the depths That words cannot alone express Of how much I long for your love. I could make as many sketches…

Thoughts Of You

My mind is runningThoughts of you flashingIn my mind’s eyeYour smile playing. The gentleness in your eyesEvery time you looked at meThe playfulness in your voiceWhenever you spoke to meThose memories of youSo overwhelming. The warmth I feltJust having you near meYour voice so soothingAlways so comfortingThat spot on your rightAlways reserved for meFrom where…

Longing For You

I can never tell you how I feel about youThe joy I feel every time I see you The overwhelming disappointment That washes over me When I realize you won’t be coming in. Can you not feel my heart? Can you not hear every beat of my heart That whispers your name silently, longingly Although…