TIME

Time A year has already gone Another will perhaps fly by Everyday I tell myself With time I’ll be where you are. Time I guess it’s relative after all Forever for you was a day Forever for me just goes on.

Once Again I’m Broken

Just one conversation That is all it took A few minutes of chatting And I broke again. One conversation And the memories won’t stop Wounds so deep They’ll never truly heal. Of the hurt and the pain The betrayals and the lies Of trust broken over and over again By the one I loved the…

A Lie

I love you, my love But my love’s become a lie Created by the fiction you wove From the first time You showed me your quasi-love. When your feelings were untrue How can what we shared not be a pretense? And when all that we shared was a lie, How can my love for you…

Never A Part of You

Gave you my love Gave you my heart Gave you my soul Gave you my trust Made you a part of me. Everything I gave you Meant nothing to you In every way you could You let me know thatI was never a part of you.

Lost

I’m hurt This pain I feel My heart wretched My mind distressed All I want is to feel numb. You’re annoyed I don’t want to badger you I do want to know why But you wouldn’t say All you do is evade. Anything good we had Already thrown into disarray Lost while we were wrapped…

Laid Bare

I was hurting, I needed a friend I thought you wouldn’t judge me I thought you were my friend. My strengths and my weaknesses I showed to you Things that made me happy, And the ones that had broken me too. My past and my present, You knew it all My tears and my jouissance,…

The Love Story That Wasn’t – II

Part II – I Miss You There’s love at first sight We hear and read about it often. But with wonderment I had a crush on your beautiful voice At first listen And your beautiful smile And your soothing presence And your quiet encouragements Your gentleness I miss so much Is that even possible? Are…

Dead Inside

To not feel a thing To numb myself To not hurt again Those were my aims. A dead heart inside No turmoil in my mind The peace for which I’d strived In a vacuum it lies. No hurt, no pain No feeling uncertain No hope to be crushed No turbulence in my heart. No confusions,…

Can We Not Be Us?

I wish I had not told you how I felt about you I wish I had not acted on my impulse the way I always do Wish I’d just let it be and admired you from a distance I wish we’d stayed the friends we used to be If only I hadn’t said anything, Would…

I Cannot Make You Love Me

I can pen for you A thousand poems Put together words That speak of what I hold in my heart. I could sing for you a million songs Put out of tune melodies to the depths That words cannot alone express Of how much I long for your love. I could make as many sketches…

Thoughts Of You

My mind is running Thoughts of you flashing In my mind’s eye Your smile playing. The gentleness in your eyes Every time you looked at me The playfulness in your voice Whenever you spoke to me Those memories of you So overwhelming. The warmth I felt Just having you near me Your voice so soothing…

Longing For You

I can never tell you how I feel about youThe joy I feel every time I see you The overwhelming disappointment That washes over me When I realize you won’t be coming in. Can you not feel my heart? Can you not hear every beat of my heart That whispers your name silently, longingly Although…